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June 30th, 2025

I think I wanna do an album suggestion every blog post, so today's suggestion is Power Plant by The Golden Dawn from 1968. The Golden Dawn were an Austin Texas based psychedelic rock band with some funky guitar and fun vocals imo, a very good listen when driving in the hot summer sun (or smoking a blurnt). They were signed by the same label as the 13th floor elevators, but their album was released after one of the elevators', despite having been madebefore it. So sadly, they were criticized as being copycats, but I really wanna give this band their flowers. I love the osund of this album and the album cover is a big plus too, lol. I can never get enough of random psychedelic bands

okay so remember how my best friend's dad has cancer? now my girlfriend's dad has cancer too

she was freaking the fuck out when she first got the news, and no cancer is good cancer, however, it's lymphoma, so he has a much better prognosis than if he had, lets say, stomach or brain cancer. Now I'm even more antsy to visit her family again, this can't be a fun or good time, but I wanna be there for her and make sure her family knows that this won't be my first rodeo, and that I not only am able to support Maci, but I also have experience with going through a parent having a blood cancer.
speaking of my beautiful, perfect, amazing, sexy ginger girlfriend, she did a skit thing with some random influencer where they pretended to be meetin up for a tinder date and it won't stop going viral. Every time it does there are fucking psychos in the replies hallucinating evidence of her being trans... when she isnt...
what fucking crack are they smoking bc i want a hit if it makes you that detatched from reality... GET ME OUT OF HEREEEEEE

In other, less depressing news, I'm doing artfight!

I've had my artfight account since 2021, but every year I made up some dumb reason to back out, but I really wanna try this year, i have my characters Blaire and Dorothy.
Maci is gonna be visiting later this month! i really wanna be able to go to this exhibition or even the ren faire... ALSO!! i am FINALLY gonna get her to meet Xavier, my best friend 5eva
This week also marks the last week of my summer class, which was a sociology course on Diversity and Social Justice and i am passing with flying colors!! ^_^

I've been paying a lot of attention to the news lately, and it's beginning to take it's toll, I don't want to have to be afraid to be visibly queer, or be afraid to speak spanish in public, every day that my dad leaves for work i'm worried he's gonna be detained even though he's a citizen, and I've been spending the past month obsessively looking @ his location :(.
It's times like this that make me happy my Nana is no longer with us, because the way the government is turning ICE into a gestapo, and deporting people to foreign labor camps would shatter her heart. I really miss her, and September 1st will mark the 5th anniversary of her passing. She was such a spunky, badass woman, and I miss her desperately. I never told her I was queer out of fear and I regret it deeply, even if she wouldn't have initially accepted me, she was capable of change: she went from hating that my mom was dating my dad because he was a Mexican immigrant, but later would always have MSNBC on and say "I regret getting rid of [my grandfather's] guns, because I want to shoot [TACO] in the fucking face,".
fuck it, Nana photo gallery (hover for details):


on another note I am being dragged on twitter for saying Paul McCartney is a bum ass dad to his youngest kid LMFAOOOOOO